This is me.

mood: groggy

music: The Postal Service - Such Great Heights

Everything is a mess right now.
I have like nothing to do, ever.  Nobody ever wants to do anything, so I just sit around constantly.
I'm so bored.
This isolation is making me go backwards.  I'm absolutely certain of that.  If I don't get out and do things soon, I'm going to be right back where I started.
I'm already headed there anyways.

Can't I just be happy, for more than a few weeks time? Is that allowed?
It hasn't happened for me yet.  I'm beginning to doubt that it ever will.

I just wish everybody didn't walk out on me.  It always happens.  There's only one person who's always been there, but I need other people too. 
I'm sick of being all alone all the time.
Why don't I have any friends anymore? Ughhhh.

Posted on Jul. 5th, 2009 at 09:52 pm | Link | Leave a comment | Add to Memories | Tell a Friend